{"id":1075,"date":"2012-01-09T21:11:13","date_gmt":"2012-01-10T03:41:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/?p=1075"},"modified":"2012-01-09T21:24:44","modified_gmt":"2012-01-10T03:54:44","slug":"day-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/?p=1075","title":{"rendered":"Day 9 -The End of the World"},"content":{"rendered":"

December 2011:<\/strong>
\nIf I was in a coma, I’m all better now. Through out all the blackness of the dream there was no hope and no escape. I knew I would emerge and Christmas would be waiting. When you are buried alive in work and you can’t escape, it is worse then a windowless jail cell.
\nKryha: <\/strong>
\nShe is very good at hiding her love.
\nWhy I’m a bad fan:<\/strong>
\nI gave up on this team a long time ago. Even after their miracle of 2007\/08 and even after knowing football for over forty years. So much can happen…quickly. The philosophy of a football season is totally unpredictable , even more then life itself. I gave up on this team so many times and never give them hope. I am a bad fan. (I think it is all because I don’t want to get hurt)
\nGetting Hurt<\/strong>
\nHurts.
\nFear:<\/strong>
\nFear and I have been walking hand in hand along the beach my whole life. It is so romantic and sexy. I just never want to let go.
\nAlcohol:<\/strong>
\nWhen I see people at the Giants games, so drunk, so stupid, that they probably won’t remember anything, I say to myself; “That should be me. By the grace of God, there I go.”
\nI don’t miss drinking, I don’t crave it. I don’t hate people that drink, I have no desire to drink. The dreams, (like that work coma) have gone away a very long time ago. Once I was sitting\/standing in a bar with Kryha in Hoboken, New Jersey. She had one beer. She had so so much fun and I envied her a little. Everyone else was having fun and drinking. A great fear (my beach walking friend) came over me for about two seconds that I was missing out on living life and that I was gonna die soon. Then I realized that if I didn’t stop drinking 8,089 days ago…..I would already be dead. I can guarantee that.
\nChurch:<\/strong>
\nA place where Fear never goes. (he is on the beach) I feel safe there.
\nThe end of the world<\/strong>
\nIf (when) Iran gets a nuclear weapon, it will be the start. When the globe begins to get micro-waved, I pray that I am in church when it happens. They say the world is supposed to end this year. I don’t think it will. It is supposed to come like e thief in the night….so maybe next year.<\/p>\n

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My son Jonathan and I at the first playoff game at the new stadium. The crowd was crazy. Sometimes I feel so far away from Johnny. I love him so much. This was a great day. A day to always remember.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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