{"id":162,"date":"2009-05-08T18:48:27","date_gmt":"2009-05-09T01:18:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/?p=162"},"modified":"2011-07-11T19:02:56","modified_gmt":"2011-07-12T01:32:56","slug":"good-morningentry-for-september-19-2007","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/?p=162","title":{"rendered":"good morning&#8230;&#8230;..Entry for September 19, 2007"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Every morning when I wake up&#8230;.my head&#8230;.my thoughts&#8230;.my mind&#8230;.is screaming. Because I am an addict&#8230;.a drunk&#8230;among other things. I should be a chain-smoker&#8230;.or in jail&#8230;..or institutionalized. A retart&#8230;..like what I was called when I was young. I miss a good pain killer and a shot of whiskey first thing in the morning. F-it. F-it. F-life.<br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/05\/goodmorning.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/05\/goodmorning.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"goodmorning\" width=\"221\" height=\"333\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-163\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nHere in New York&#8230;the bars are always open. The doors are wide open to let in the last of Summer breezes. I can hear music, women laughing, the sports on tv&#8230;.when I walk by. Sometimes I walk by r e a l s l o w &#8230;and the atmosphere&#8230;..the dim neon lights&#8230;the sparkle of the stainless steel taps&#8230;and if I look close enough&#8230;deep into the darkness. I can see myself sitting there at the end of the bar&#8230;.and into the depths of my eyes I see&#8230;&#8230;the lonliest man in the world(somebodyStopThescreaming)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Every morning when I wake up&#8230;.my head&#8230;.my thoughts&#8230;.my mind&#8230;.is screaming. Because I am an addict&#8230;.a drunk&#8230;among other things. I should be a chain-smoker&#8230;.or in jail&#8230;..or institutionalized. A retart&#8230;..like what I was called when I was young. I miss a good &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/?p=162\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[86,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-162","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-art","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/162","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=162"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/162\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":958,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/162\/revisions\/958"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=162"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=162"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themightyten.com\/blog19\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=162"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}