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The city. In a nutshell I missed you terribly and yearned for that thundering subway underneath my tattered (I’m in shatters) sneakers. (Sha doo bee) The stench of rotting sewers sweltering above as we wait for the green flashing WALK. My balls tingle as we rise rise rise above the sweltering elevator of un-airconditioned heat. (Sha doo bee, shattered shattered)
Diary of a Sex Addict
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Greenwich Village. A crowded outdoor Cafe.
CoCo: That’s a nice camera.
Butch: Bigger is better.
CoCo: (signaling for a check) Not always.
Butch: I’m not talking about cameras.
CoCo: (annoyed) Why change the subject?
Butch: Because I’ve been watching you walk around the Guggenheim in that sexy dress all day.
CoCo: (laughing) Oh, lets’s get a room, then!
Butch: How about a secluded back alley off Bleeker street?
CoCo: Cheapskate!
Butch: No. Thrill seeker.
CoCo: Mmmmm, that does sound intriguing. I dare you!
Butch: I dare us!
The Gone-by Days of When I Drove a Forklift on the Nightshift.
or Goggling Your Own Name
Entering a new drag and drop dimension Funny how life works in ebbs and flows. A lot of blogs I read are written through rose-colored glasses. We all have a tendency to sugar-coat our own life – social networking gives us that opportunity every day.
When I woke up, I was 18 and working at a warehouse across the railroad tracks and over the West Carteret bridge. I woke up drunk because bed-time wasn’t but a few hours ago. (spent most of the night driving around with Glenn Haley drinking Bud nips. (7 ozs bottles) I don’t know why we always got those nips. I think because we were driving and if we got pulled over maybe it would be easier to hide.
In the past the Summers are always hotter and easier. There were no cops or confusion. Just drinking and adrenaline laced adventures.
My fork truck was #30 and I named it Wharf Rat. Written on the side in black magic marker forever. One of the faster in a large fleet of fork trucks. I was young, dumb and full of cum. My pony tail curled up into a twisted blonde ball, my beard a wiry mess.. Wharf Rat was my horse and I rode her into the sunrise of the receiving dock hangover in tow. This was my life for too many years and I thought I would die there in the long aisles of warehoused sporting goods.
Back to the closet of another job here in the future. One final kiss before the time travel. Kryha is so into passionate kissing Now to a different warehouse on a rainy night and the smell of fresh cut pine.
You’re face is glowing red in the distant sun of the EXIT sign.
Yes, I have said goodbye to all my friends of the past. Some are even dead now, but I’m going to see them again.
Mc (pronounced “Mick”) Gitts (pronounced “Skeeter”) Bill Brunner (pronounced “Bill), Hoy (part of the original Banana Splits) Stuff, Beds, Dino, Puppet, Nutty, Pokey, Bobby Orr, Bok (pronounced “Baaaaaaaak) God I miss these fucking bastards.
I accidently by all
no fault of mine
traveled via blue sky many years ahead
waking up in twisted wet sheets
a man breathing, walking white halls
pulling around squeaky wheels
his oxygen tank
into pristine whiteness and
florescent dementia and weed cancer
in the retirement home
of ex designers and production printers
spray paint freshness of the train muralist
(pronounced “Graffiti”) crazy old people
mostly men and my sister Bonita visiting me
So I must be in Ohio, she sits on a white surreal plastic chair
flirting with the younger male receptionist
I miss driving most of all and texting
and the rest of my family where ever they have gone
I don’t recognize my hands
and I’m missing a finger
Kryha is in Poland milking cows
with rich Asia on a golden farm with huge bales of hay
you always told me “I’m not going to take care of you”
I appreciate your honesty, emails, and electronic brain photos
of Polish hillsides
and those strange looking trees
you always liked to paint
“I am in love..” you type “…with another…
…bucket of hot foamy milk”
and brown crispy fresh baked bread
the jagged fields of berries
are radioactive red! those damn Ruskies!
the sky is swirling with doubt
I am an old fox in a florescent cage (pronounced
retirement home) waking up alone
with a nurse washing my armpits
All the Arctic animals have melted
everyones warm laptops scream the news
Outside my recycled window the bravest hour
strikes my analog clock
My desire to live will never go away
is what my sister whispers in my ear
(to be continued this post)
Inventing Abstraction
Man of Construction says this: Can you climb that ladder on the hottest day of Summer
carrying tools, strip the three layers of old roof off and install a new roof?
Man of Printing says in return: No. But can you scan a high resolution image, color correct, clean, clone and print?
Man of Construction then says: No. So I guess we are even?
Man of Printing says this: Yes, pretty even I guess, except that I didn’t emasculate you in front of your mate like you did to me.
Moral: “Say it once again now-
Oh I hope you understand-
When it’s done and over
Lord, a man is just a man”
The wind whispers yet another rainy Jersey Shore evening
Butch: (looking off into the distance) I want to change the world!
CoCo: Oh yeah? You don’t have any money.
Butch: (shakes his head out of a daydream) Money! Who needs money to change the world?
CoCo: (laughing out loud) You need money for everything dear.
Outside the thunder and pounding rain on the boardwalk invite warmth and love into the warm cozy hotel room.
Butch: I love thunder.
CoCo: Perfect timing too. You are going through another Super Hero stage.
Butch: (after taking a deep breath) You don’t need a super power to change the world. When you 
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A leach will never learn to live for itself. It’s whole world depends on sucking from you twenty-four seven. I have the super powers of sobriety, calmness, patience, love and most of all: GRATITUDE. You can fly through the clouds self-doubt. Break through the brick walls of depression. The day the leach falls off your back, curls up and crawls away, you will realize that it was indeed years and years of this leach that has actually made a super hero out of you!
CoCo: I have a craving for cheese perogi.
(the continuation)
I know if anybody knows
the trails and cliffs of time travel
Whose are these doors I open?
where strangers in white shadows swim
If you’re driving down a ONE WAY street
in a refurbished pick-up full of trees
thank you for not turning around
the snow flurries carried me home
Ill miss your Chinese eyes
Ill miss your chicken soup
A robot cleans my room today so
grab a brush and paint your dreams
End
(pronounced “see ya later”)
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