Day 7

when i first pulled up
the sign in front of the house when i first saw it i
fucking threw up in the driveway the first time”for
sale-take a virtual tour”and the rain washed itaway/
that is what they tell me it says anyway
only when i read it it says “THE MAN OF THIS
HOUSE IS A LOSER”
and fucking aunt amiee laughing at the photos on the
internet Like she was laughing at me
and the neighbors drive by real slow in their brand
new trucks and cars…their new additions on their
homes

flowers that i planted ten years ago starting to pop
up
spring is here already?
and so much i wanted to tewll you
so damn much
just washeD away;like my throwup

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“You have no idea what a poor opinion
I have of myself, and how little I deserve it.”
-william gilbert

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