Here I sit and wish she was here some times it feels like a bad dream where is she why dont she call me!!! you know why because this whole world is cold and empy because maybe I have been cold and empty and im sorry Brenda i miss you so dammmmm much. I could use an angel here toninte, where am i suppose to go my only home i know was in your soul. brenda send me an angel because i could use one here tonite!! I Miss YOU SISTER SO MUCH Your are my heart and your my soul and im having a hard time living with out you sis! Its Becka I love but its you I cant live with out! Brenda send me an angel I miss you sooooooo much!!
your sad bady sister bon bon
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Bonnie, thank you for being there for Rebecca. I think about that allot. It is a very generous heart that you and Paul have. The last time I saw Becca, I “danced” with her at Grants wedding. Watching all these lil ones grow so fast is the greatest indicator of times wrath. Brenda is with us, especially you, I truly believe that. One day everything will make so much sense, I also believe that.
I dreamed last night….This is the 1st time I dreamed of Brenda…..We were sitting on the beach…white, WHITE sand, in loundge chairs..The sun was very bright, but it was not hot out….The water was blue…like sky blue….There was kids playing, building sand castles…..and all I could do was cry…I was so glad to see her!!She looked so good. very peaceful,,smileing,,,,she never said anything….just laid there in the sun….watching the little kids…………then I woke up.
So Brenda is at the beauteful beach watching little kids.
I miss you Der!!
–GabbyGill