Every morning when I wake up….my head….my thoughts….my mind….is screaming. Because I am an addict….a drunk…among other things. I should be a chain-smoker….or in jail…..or institutionalized. A retart…..like what I was called when I was young. I miss a good pain killer and a shot of whiskey first thing in the morning. F-it. F-it. F-life.
Here in New York…the bars are always open. The doors are wide open to let in the last of Summer breezes. I can hear music, women laughing, the sports on tv….when I walk by. Sometimes I walk by r e a l s l o w …and the atmosphere…..the dim neon lights…the sparkle of the stainless steel taps…and if I look close enough…deep into the darkness. I can see myself sitting there at the end of the bar….and into the depths of my eyes I see……the lonliest man in the world(somebodyStopThescreaming)
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