I like hamburgers. Cheesburgers. Sometimes I am disappointed in what I get, compared to the graphic on the menu. Don’t be afraid of me. Go ahead, leave a comment. I should be afraid of you. I realize how dangerous you are, I realize that maybe you were meant to come off that plane, find my blue shirt and kiss me on the cheek.
The Hungry Moon
To understand the complexities of the three phases of the moon, the spiritual secrets hidden in moon myths, and the moon goddesses is impossible.
A. Crescent Moon
B. Full Moon
C. dark Moon
The full moon is the high tide of psychic energies.
The wanning moon or dark moon is for causing things to decrease or banishing something entirely from your life. I am wanning you very much right now.
People tell me it’s a sin
To know and feel too much within.
I still believe she was my twin, but I lost the ring.
She was born in spring, but I was born too late
Blame it on a simple twist of fate.
(Dylan-Blood on the Tracks)
The Blue Moon (in October) is also called “Moon of the Dead”
The Summer Solstice has been and is still important to many religious cultures around the world.
Not only was it sacred to goddesses of fertility, marriage and love but it was considered to be a time when many supernatural beings were abroad in great numbers.
The June Moon has enormous energies for calling upon and working with elementals of all types. Tides of psychic energy flow freely enabling even the most meek spirits to experience unusual happenings.
Cerridwen of Wales was a Dark Moon Goddess, her symbols were the cauldron, grain and the moon.
Something came back to me and triggered a deep feeling inside. When Lowri and I were talking she said she went to Kingston Ontario for a meeting or something. She told me that she met a woman named Marielle with two tall children. At the time, I thought nothing of it. Things come back to me and haunt me and I need to figure them out. Like one time when I was working at Applied Image on rt 34 in Wall, someone called the office and asked if George Hartman worked there. About an hour later I was outside on a beautiful Summer day when two clowns in a small car came zooming around the parking lot with big goofy grins on their faces. I remember looking at the driver eye to eye for a moment. They continued driving around the parking lot and I went back into my office.
The secretary that I was out there with said that they drove up to her and asked “Was that George Hartman out here with you?”
At this time of my life, with all the insanity that was going on, with a very unhealthy codependant relationship ending and just emptiness, loss, broken heart, anger, jealousy, deep sadness, loneliness, I remember at this time of my life I was working two jobs and sleeping in my car before I found that cool place in Spring Lake. Although I had my intuitions, I finally know who it was.
Nobody knew how good I was at hacking. I had access (on and off) to several hotmails. Life is such strange journey. I am glad have hundreds of notes, a thousand saved emails and I always did want to write a book.
