Days of Innocence……Entry for March 15, 2007

who are you,little i

(five or six years old)
peering from some high

window;at the gold

of november sunset

(and feeling;that if day
has to become night

this is a beautiful way)
-ee cummings
Selected Poems

This is one of my favorite poems. Who are you? That at such a young age you can see beauty in life. Who are you….little i. Some people can just take life for granted…and they can walk through their day and never take the time to stop and look around…it is a special gift to find beauty in everything….and you realize that when you are very young. For many years I would hide the fact that I read and wrote poetry…..just not cool ya know. This is one of the simplest most sweetest poems…In so little words I feel as if I am there…watching the sunset in November.
I realize that even before this website started a little over a year ago, Gary has been sending me wonderful photos of sunsets and clouds. Going back over 20 years now. As I have gone over hundreds of photos…I will always come across one…that is just stunning…..such as this one….
“that if day has to become night
this is a beautiful way………………….:

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June 11, 1962…..Greg-Ken-Butch…….entry for March 15, 2007

George,

You’ve done a remarkable job on your family webpage. Generations of Hartmans (and lord knows your family has done its best to populate the planet) will thank you for preserving the history of the lineage. I’ve really enjoyed browsing your site and catching up on one of my all time favorite families. Quite frankly, I think I’d only recognize three people at this point: (i) Barb, she just has not changed, (ii) Belinda, although I only knew her as an infant, she looks exactly like her father did the last time I saw him, and (iii) Glenn Jr, although I never met him, he has the exact same mischievous glint in his eyes that his father had when we were kids.

I apologize for not having written sooner. Although I’ve enjoyed your site, I was also greatly saddened by the items I read about Glenn. I tried writing sooner, but really could not find the appropriate words. For a few years back when, Glenn was one of my closest friends. I remember him as a very hard worker at Goldblats, and a great guy to kick back with after work. We spent many nights together working our butts off until the wee hours of the night, only to start work up again at the crack of dawn.

I’m so glad Glenn is out of Prison. I hope he returns to the Glenn I knew before his addiction. Please give him my best, and let him know I sincerely care about him.

Keep up the great work on this site George. I am truly happy for you as well. I don’t think I can remember ever seeing you smile like you do in those pictures with your kids.

Your friend for life,

Ken

Some friends are more. There were many that became part of us and we became part of them. In many ways Ken is even more than my friend for life, he was our sixth brother. In a world full of racism, prejudice and hate….we grew up on Whitman street and did everything together. We shared like the brothers we were. We played football, baseball, rode our bikes, swam, chased butterflies….everything. Once we took all our toys and put them in a red wagon and walked down the street with them. Rebels we were, when we threw every single toy down the sewer. I remember Mom and Mrs Gitter climbing down to get them all out. Another time we climbed into the empty drawers of a tall chest and when I climbed on the top the whole chest fell over leaving everyone screaming and trapped inside. On the FT site there are the “Twigs” and I just cannot find it in my heart to categorize my brother as a twig. He is so much more than that……..to all of us.

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Glenn Did It!……he is out…Entry for March 2, 2007

leave me alone

leave me alone

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pms Entry for February 24, 2007

your hair is hay and eyes are large coal Losing
myself
again. The good news is:
i have found what you are like
pink sunsets with red tears
i have lost my boys again
not in the dairy aisle They are living digital
worlds beyond me Windless walks in black skies
their addiction to video games So I took them
for a long muddy walk in real mud with real ice
and we fell and slid and struggled(and there was real wind
and cold The lake was solid ice
dad that was cool
(while we waited for another real snow storm in the warmth of my
car on the side of a mountain

PMS::potential murder suspect;Leave me a message after the tone
Because obviously, I can’t get to the phone.

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I challenge you:

Leave me just one “Remember When” here.

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Creative anythings…….

It is so very cold here now in New Jersey/New York and the reports from Ohio are in too. Florida is a very tempting retreat right now. I heard rumors that Greg is going to see Carol very soon.
OTHER NEWS: Glenn should be out of Jail February 28. He has plans to stay with Bonnie for two weeks until he can work things out with his caseworker.
THANK YOU: Bernadette. She was responsible for helping me greatly with the last three Mighty Tens…Brenda, Grant and Bernadette. She got me the photos and the twenty question for all three of them. Eight down two to go.
Mr George Poulo (Georges Father) was recently moved from south NJ Brick….to Cranford twenty mins away from Barb and George. He is in a new, very stable assisted living facility. He seems lost sometimes but he is very happy. Complete bloodwork results came back and he is a VERY healthy 83 year old man. God bless him and thanks to the many people involved in the move….it is a difficult thing to go through somebodies lifelong belongings….what to keep…..to throw away…..it is even more difficult to move furniture!
OTHER UPDATES: I have added letters to the letter page. There is now a LINK page in THINGS. You can add your favorite links, Myspace, cool web sites and you can rate the sites already on there.
Don’t forget to participate in the FT monthly POLL/QUIZ on the Welcome Page. Just click on Poll.
VERY IMPORTANT: Put your thoughts to the metal !! If you want to voice your thoughts in a Blog Entry (with or without photo) (this is not just a “comment” but an ENTRY) email me. If you have photos….send them to me snail mail….email them to me. You are welcome to an artpage….to add or take photos off your page or childrens page. You are welcome to add poetry, puzzles, creative anythings, links…..ANYTHING. Family Ties is your website.

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Once I met a man……..

when I was extermely distraught…during my divorce….trying to escape. Hating reality. Once I met a man with a big smile on his face. He had the deepest tan. I sat down next to him at the only “free beach” in New Jersey…..He was very handsome and content….long flowing blonde curls against his shoulders. No shirt. No cares. He told me that he spent the last four years of his life living on the beach in Hawaii….a one way ticket….Surfing, partying and when he needed money a little side job. Everything just seemes to “come to you in Hawaii” He slept on the beach. He told me all these stories of woman, sex, exotic wines and beers……of riding the big waves into golden sunsets…..he moved me….I realized what life should really be about. Today I realize that the devil himself had visited me on that empty end of Summer beach.

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we are the best!!……….Entry for February 20, 2007

we now drink more, do more drugs, live more promiscuously, spend more money, use more resources, create more waste, and deliberatley flaunt our wealth, power and sexuality more than any other culture on this earth….

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I love you….forever……….Entry for February 14, 2007

“Archaeologist unearthed a pair of embracing human skeletons at a construction site in Mantua, northern Italy, on Monday, and they believe the couple, a man and a woman were buried between 5,000 and 6,000 years ago.” (The Star Ledger) Sometimes newspapers surprise me with good news, a great photo or awesome wisdom—-they are not just loaded with bad news.
What is love forever? As many of us enter or leave our many marriages…LOL. I have often wondered. All the songs, quotes, movies and billboards tell us:
Love is a decision, not an emotion or feeling,
that if made from the heart will outlast anything…
Can we ever describe parental love of our own children? As we get older do you get the feeling that God really is watching over us? That maybe he really does love us.It seems to come after each crisis in our life…the things that make us stronger…the things that can only come by livivng life….on lifes terms.
Happy Birthday to little Rebecca…..I almost forgot her birthday because she is so new to us. I forgot to put her on the birthday list. Hope you Ohio folks gave her a great day.
Like a child’s infinite dreams,
is the endlessness of love!
Happy Valentines Day!

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Another Vietnam……..Entry for January 30, 2007

In Bernadettes words: “Larry’s son matt has graduated basic training, and he just got his orders for Iraq!!! He is in washington state now and leaves for Iraq in April….” In my words: At Grants wedding…..my greatest talk was with Larry about his experience in Iraq……and not how frightened he was to be there and the missions he went on…….but what it did to him emotionally when he got home….and how it affected him and Bernadette, his job and family. A family Blog certainly isn’t a place to express political views or my opinion on anything of that nature. I don’t know Matt…I never met him. I can see so much of Larry in him….but he is JUST A KID. My greatest tool of gratitude is that by the time I get to my night job in New York…I have access to every newspaper laying around….I don’t know how I feel about Iraq anymore but I know that ALOT of people are dying horrible deaths. I find gratitude that I woke up today….I have every limb….I can see…..I can feel….the snow is falling right now….there is such peace…our streets and cities are not being bombed….we are free…..only because of kids like Matt. Say a prayer for him.

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